寒冬腊月，天寒地冻的1月2月，我沉浸在了八级的复习中。

3月9日考试TEM8中，做阅读时过于紧张，被广播中的报时吓到，导致我阅读起码10道题都连猜带蒙。很寒啊……

改错题也很偏90%的人都说难。

第二天对答案发现第一题note taking gap filling对了6-7个（6个还是7个要看老师心情了）改错就惨了，好像只对了2-3个

翻译和作文又出奇的简单，不知道出题人葫芦里卖什么药。

更心寒的是，考试前题就漏光了，……这个是什么考试？

潜心准备了将近3个月，换来的是这个结果？

我是否还要继续努力，做好没有过要重考得准备？还是干脆放弃这种为了最后那个红本本的考试？

可能就像某人说的，我太认真了，或许我不该把很多事情当回事，心态不对？是不是太重视那些红本本证书？

还好接下来还有毕业论文得完成，不然我就真的只有沉浸在郁闷中了。

 

I looked in the sky and there I saw a star shining so blight above I closed my eyes and wished upon a star that I would find true love Someone who needed me Someone to share my life For a love that would be true I would wait for ever So...no...matter how long it may be I will be waiting One star-brighter than the others Two hearts-beating for each other I believe wishes really come ture Love at first sight I knew it from the moment when you said hello I hoped you felt it too, but we were both so shy-how was I to know when you reached for my hand I knew you were the one We laughed and talked for hours like I'd known you forever Like...a...dream or something from a book True love has found me One star-brighter than the others Two hearts-beating for each other Now I see wishes really come true You just have to dream Nothing's as bad as it seems to be...believe me Someone's waiting for you to try There in the sky One star-brighter than the others Two hearts-beating for each other You will see wishes really come true You can't stop believing-wishes do come true You gotta believe me wishes do come true